Mom Duty

I had to do a rough mom job last weekend. Livie’s anole died: she got two anoles at the Renaissance Faire in October, and the male died pretty fast, the female just died last week. Of course, it happened while she was away at camp. We had gotten her another male, because anoles shouldn’t be alone. I sat her in bed with me and told her what happened, reassured her she did nothing wrong, told her how good she’s done taking care of them, and then I just shut up. I let her cry, I listened to her cry, and I squeezed her tight. I think sometimes we crush our kids with the best of intentions. No one wants their kid to hurt or cry, but both are natural parts of life. We come into the world crying, and every mother knows labor is neither free of hurt or tears. It’s just part of life. Sometimes, I think the hardest thing is to let our kids hurt, let them feel pain, and show them how to cope. The best way to do that is to let them see you cope, I think. Be honest with your own emotions at a level they understand, and talk about how you get through tough times.

This time, I just shut up. There’s no words that take away the pain of a lost pet, and what she needed was to cry, and was to just be nuzzled by me. She started smiling again pretty quickly.

She went to get anoles this weekend, because now Pete can’t be alone. I suggested she name her new anole sparkle, so she can always remember the fun she had at sparkle camp, even if she came home to a sad thing. I told her this is how life works, and the best way to stay happy is to always make the bad as good as it can be. Even though you will miss majesty, you can be thankful for her and the memories you had, as you make new memories with sparkle and princess. (Apparently more females are better for the male. They like “harems”… lizards man who knew! 🦎)

When she was happy, I explained the yin yang to her again. There is always good inside the bad, and bad inside the good. ☯️


2 thoughts on “Mom Duty

  1. The loss of a pet is so terribly heartbreaking and it definitely takes time to heal. My husband and I had lost one of our cats 3 years ago to cancer. We had her cremated and it still makes me sad to see her box, but she is here with us. Animals are so incredibly special and the bonds we make with them are life changing. I think you handled everything like a champ and a darn good mother!!


  2. Usually if you don’t know what to say, that’s usually the best thing to say. And you are so right, sometimes they need to just cry it out and you were there in case she had those “what happens now” questions. You handled the situation perfectly, a natural Supermom. You were there, gave her a shoulder to cry on and then laughed with her.
    “We cannot be more sensitive to pleasure without being more sensitive to pain.” ~Alan Watts~
    Those are the moments that kids don’t forget, those special moments that don’t seem like much but to them it means the world. You were more than a mom that day, you were her best friend.🌹. Great post!


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s